Why am I trying to save up money for an apartment in los angeles when I could probably take what I have now and next month's check and just bounce up north
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Yeah...You know two weeks ago or something of the like I was at a place where I was losing everything I had, all the people I knew, the life I was deeply involved with, my home, even my freakin' clothes if that don't top it all off. I was angry, displaced, and really just done with LA even though I love it from the bottom of my heart.
But then I started being around some rather wonderful people, got a place to sleep, started having a lot of fun...Now I'm even going back to school. Which I swore a blood oath I would never, ever do again.
Everything I was attached to before was keeping me back...but it seems like everything and everyone around me now is pushing me forward.
Just its a bitch you know living in this god damn city where everything costs so much god damn money. A fucking meal shouldn't cost 15 dollars. A shithole apartment shouldn't cost 1300 dollars a month. I shouldnt be charged 50 dollars because the hood of my car is 1/18th of an inch too far in the driveway.
But that's the cost of living in the sickest place in the world I guess. I'm heading to Seattle in a few years to go to a glass school - at least it's for a reason and not senseless running away. It's more like a plan, then.
I was angry, displaced, and really just done with LA even though I love it from the bottom of my heart.
But then I started being around some rather wonderful people, got a place to sleep, started having a lot of fun...Now I'm even going back to school. Which I swore a blood oath I would never, ever do again.
Everything I was attached to before was keeping me back...but it seems like everything and everyone around me now is pushing me forward.
Just its a bitch you know living in this god damn city where everything costs so much god damn money. A fucking meal shouldn't cost 15 dollars. A shithole apartment shouldn't cost 1300 dollars a month. I shouldnt be charged 50 dollars because the hood of my car is 1/18th of an inch too far in the driveway.
But that's the cost of living in the sickest place in the world I guess. I'm heading to Seattle in a few years to go to a glass school - at least it's for a reason and not senseless running away. It's more like a plan, then.
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