new year new life new lie
how to explain how i feel... well the same as always i guess just that all this court bullshit is killin me finacially.
i just dont got the fuckin funds to pay all this bullshit off i need a loan i think ill take one out around my 18th b-day which is commin up on the 5th of feb,
and no im not lookin forword to it, prolly gettin my tattoo on my back and being done with that day and my mom and dad are gonna pay for my license, and with the loan ill have my car on the road.
think of bein 18 already with $4,000-$5,000 dollars owed to our precious government (im talkin real issues people not he said she said bullshit) i dont kno what to do with my self i have so little time so little money, so much of it in this world i just want to get my hands on some.
communism isnt lookin so bad rite now. anyway off the depressin stuff i got some cool stuff for X-mas a new guitar an epiphone zakk wylde sg. its awosme pure black so clean u can see ur reflection in the finish plays like a beast 2, speakin of bitch i gotta give zakkass his half stack and pedal back.
oh ya a balated happy birthday to amy and brain byrd...u guys dont call me but i still love ya i guess, byrdman goodluck in bootcamp ur a good man.
lookin back on life.
adam
ps heres my new song i wrote if anyone cares...
beg to love
a longing to hold u again, brang upon us the seventh deady sin
enlightened by the reckening of awake, sang by the tears upon ur cheek
prosparity between us holds in contemt on the inner space love above lust
ill block the agony and dispair from our foolish lives saving us from the justice
of each in there lies.
who dare tear our from what we began to lifes dirty end, this shits gone and
lost in a world all pretend, this is unhappy, what i consume from another life is just
is how i surive this unholy apathetic trust. mystery, misery, melencoly, just fucking misunderstood
u will step, but i will never be anything close to what u want, where your from,
i just want another chance to say what i couldnt say, all ive been saying is dronwing out in
the babys cry, im ready to give up as u start with the new love. damn is it worthless, if the regerusness,
is no longer as blissfull as this
who dare tear our from what we began to lifes dirty end, this shits gone and
lost in a world all pretend, this is unhappy, what i consume from another life is just
is how i surive this unholy apathetic trust. mystery, misery, melencoly, just fucking misunderstood
its possible if we try, all u think is that i am another one in the same day just
another lie. i, is not far from us like when it was a comitment u wanted and i
said yes as we felt it was a must. everything that we were is now just a tragedy,
that is why i sing this, begging for your gift of love creating
a new melody
i just dont got the fuckin funds to pay all this bullshit off i need a loan i think ill take one out around my 18th b-day which is commin up on the 5th of feb,
and no im not lookin forword to it, prolly gettin my tattoo on my back and being done with that day and my mom and dad are gonna pay for my license, and with the loan ill have my car on the road.
think of bein 18 already with $4,000-$5,000 dollars owed to our precious government (im talkin real issues people not he said she said bullshit) i dont kno what to do with my self i have so little time so little money, so much of it in this world i just want to get my hands on some.
communism isnt lookin so bad rite now. anyway off the depressin stuff i got some cool stuff for X-mas a new guitar an epiphone zakk wylde sg. its awosme pure black so clean u can see ur reflection in the finish plays like a beast 2, speakin of bitch i gotta give zakkass his half stack and pedal back.
oh ya a balated happy birthday to amy and brain byrd...u guys dont call me but i still love ya i guess, byrdman goodluck in bootcamp ur a good man.
lookin back on life.
adam
ps heres my new song i wrote if anyone cares...
beg to love
a longing to hold u again, brang upon us the seventh deady sin
enlightened by the reckening of awake, sang by the tears upon ur cheek
prosparity between us holds in contemt on the inner space love above lust
ill block the agony and dispair from our foolish lives saving us from the justice
of each in there lies.
who dare tear our from what we began to lifes dirty end, this shits gone and
lost in a world all pretend, this is unhappy, what i consume from another life is just
is how i surive this unholy apathetic trust. mystery, misery, melencoly, just fucking misunderstood
u will step, but i will never be anything close to what u want, where your from,
i just want another chance to say what i couldnt say, all ive been saying is dronwing out in
the babys cry, im ready to give up as u start with the new love. damn is it worthless, if the regerusness,
is no longer as blissfull as this
who dare tear our from what we began to lifes dirty end, this shits gone and
lost in a world all pretend, this is unhappy, what i consume from another life is just
is how i surive this unholy apathetic trust. mystery, misery, melencoly, just fucking misunderstood
its possible if we try, all u think is that i am another one in the same day just
another lie. i, is not far from us like when it was a comitment u wanted and i
said yes as we felt it was a must. everything that we were is now just a tragedy,
that is why i sing this, begging for your gift of love creating
a new melody