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tonight i am going to go to desert ridge with my baby jessica and possibly some other cool kids. we were supposed to go with other peeps like ray, caleb, and uh idk other ppl lol.. but they arent coming and idk about her boys kevin and brad. i just feel kinda like my friends are slipping away from me. before i used to go to the movies and stuff with like huge groups of people, and now those people arent really around anymore, oh well i guess. i love going down to fountain hills though. i just love the people down there so much more for some reason, i feel like i just fit in really well down there.. i mean idk what some ppl think about me down there, but i love all of you guys. theres just something about them that makes me feel idk, like everything is alright, or just good inside. it seems kinda like im just surviving high school, not enjoying it too much which is not the way it's supposed to be. ive been thinking about it and i wasnt too sure before, but now i think i can honestly say that i want to go to fhhs. ive come to realize that dm isnt a bad school really at all, but i dont like it too much, im just getting to the point where i can tolerate it i think. paul is having ppl over.. and james told me i was invited, but i already had plans to hang out with some scotts. peeps, although i would really love to see those boys and girls =/.. im hopefully hanging out with some of them tomorrow. who knows what my mom will let me do

tomorrow morning i have a performance for cheer at pv mall from 130-245.. so in case any of you want to go down there and hang out er w/e feel free. Pz