Craziness
TIME 11:25 AM
So another crazy week has been goign down. Marloes catches her boyfriend cheating on her and I am not hard of hearing from being yelled at over the phone. I had a two tests this week and another next week, as well as i found out that I was doing a program from last semester for this semsester, henceforth the reason for me being 3 weeks behing in the class.
Other than that, I stopped by the library today to say hello to ashley but she wasnt working, and I sat out in front of it enjoying the weather while I talked to marloes on the phone for a while about her plan to get back at her boyfriend....which is by the way to tell his gf (that he didnt tell marloes he had) that she (marloes) has been sleeping with her boyfriend for the past several months and even more just recently the other night. I think he deserves it for being suh a cheating bastard.
Other than that, I still get lonely sometimes but for some reason I have faith and hope in life that things will all workout in the end. Dana and i are doing well and looking forward to going to florida even though jason bailed on us liek a big sissy. He says he cant afford it and we dont even have to pay for airfare nor a hotel room (danas parents own a condo). So I dont know what the deal is with that but what can I say about it? Not a whole damn lot.
Other than that (starting my third paragraph with the same phrase) programming is hard, reading it seems interesting but even the tutor doesnt like him because he has been making the class too hard for students, especially considering that he doesnt teach. More so on a different subject I dont know why i still miss ashley sometimes and why i think that she is covering up her relationship with pictures and claiming happiness. What does it take to get a person to think in this world? Have you ever noticed that people will stay with each other no matter what even if they think of someone else all the time (missing someone or the past) just so that they dont have to deal with the pain and heartbreak again? Or even more so because they just like to deny that they do miss something that they had? No matter what you can never make a person think about the truth that is out there, they deny everything that hurts even if its right sometimes.
Well thats all I have to say for now, please post replies on my journal if you want, I have this so that people can voice their opinions if they want.
P.S. Im just venting, nothing in this should be taken personal!
TIME 3:38 PM
Well its later on in the day and im still thinking about the fucking past and its starting to really piss me off. I dont know how to keep this shit off my mind, I mean why am I still thinking of the past? Why am I not convinced that shes happy? Why am I still whining about this when I ahve a very beautiful gf who treats me well? What is my problem? Why am I going insane? UGH! Im in my room going nutz until this headache goes away and then its time to workout with paul binks and emily. See you all later!
New Song of The Moment- I hope you loev your rebound - Anonymous
So another crazy week has been goign down. Marloes catches her boyfriend cheating on her and I am not hard of hearing from being yelled at over the phone. I had a two tests this week and another next week, as well as i found out that I was doing a program from last semester for this semsester, henceforth the reason for me being 3 weeks behing in the class.
Other than that, I stopped by the library today to say hello to ashley but she wasnt working, and I sat out in front of it enjoying the weather while I talked to marloes on the phone for a while about her plan to get back at her boyfriend....which is by the way to tell his gf (that he didnt tell marloes he had) that she (marloes) has been sleeping with her boyfriend for the past several months and even more just recently the other night. I think he deserves it for being suh a cheating bastard.
Other than that, I still get lonely sometimes but for some reason I have faith and hope in life that things will all workout in the end. Dana and i are doing well and looking forward to going to florida even though jason bailed on us liek a big sissy. He says he cant afford it and we dont even have to pay for airfare nor a hotel room (danas parents own a condo). So I dont know what the deal is with that but what can I say about it? Not a whole damn lot.
Other than that (starting my third paragraph with the same phrase) programming is hard, reading it seems interesting but even the tutor doesnt like him because he has been making the class too hard for students, especially considering that he doesnt teach. More so on a different subject I dont know why i still miss ashley sometimes and why i think that she is covering up her relationship with pictures and claiming happiness. What does it take to get a person to think in this world? Have you ever noticed that people will stay with each other no matter what even if they think of someone else all the time (missing someone or the past) just so that they dont have to deal with the pain and heartbreak again? Or even more so because they just like to deny that they do miss something that they had? No matter what you can never make a person think about the truth that is out there, they deny everything that hurts even if its right sometimes.
Well thats all I have to say for now, please post replies on my journal if you want, I have this so that people can voice their opinions if they want.
P.S. Im just venting, nothing in this should be taken personal!
TIME 3:38 PM
Well its later on in the day and im still thinking about the fucking past and its starting to really piss me off. I dont know how to keep this shit off my mind, I mean why am I still thinking of the past? Why am I not convinced that shes happy? Why am I still whining about this when I ahve a very beautiful gf who treats me well? What is my problem? Why am I going insane? UGH! Im in my room going nutz until this headache goes away and then its time to workout with paul binks and emily. See you all later!
New Song of The Moment- I hope you loev your rebound - Anonymous