once she turns around, she's not coming back.

May 06, 2009 16:35

In third grade, I was the little girl who held grudges. Ten years later, I'm the girl who forgives. I'm the girl who forgives and lives with no regrets and takes every mistake as just another opportunity to learn and grow. Because what they say is true, that which does not kill you only makes you stronger. I'm the girl who lives without regrets, but it's gotten harder to do so after yesterday.

It blows my mind that you would think to ask if I had the "time or ambition to give us another shot." You got dumped. You came crawling back to me. And I told you that ship had sailed.

But we thought we could take that step forward. We thought we could be friends, because I'm the girl that forgives and hates letting people slip out of my life. But I was wrong. We can't be friends, because you'll never be honest. And because I think you have a problem. At least you've finally admitted it.

So as much as I hate to do it, I think I have to cut all ties. And I'll be better off. I just worry about you. What went wrong? And I'll wonder if I could help you. But I can't be burdened by that anymore. I hope you find your way.

You started going out with so-called friends
But I was blind and so I lost all common sense.
But there were things that made me realize
Like all the hundred, no, thousand lies.

Live well, laugh often, love much.
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