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[uwershakingmeup]

''i only want you in the summer time''
is what i thought

maybe its the air outside, its been so nice here
maybe its the fact that this is the first time i've wanted love over lust in along time

but really, its must be the air, this feeling feels like its felt outside the past few days, cold and sunny, but definately nothing to trust because it will get hot again just as fast as it cooled down

and i will watch you and teach myself to hate you

because there is no way i can repeat the weekness of my past

eighther way, it hurts just as much