Apr 14, 2006 02:19
Forgive me lord for I have sinned...
Something terrible has happened all this week...but of course you know. I'm going to put this in the form of a song.
I think I'm drowning in frustration
helpless and dying of feelings
running down the halls of illusion
and the end is never ending
but the situation is never clear
I'm in the palm of depression
over powered and torture with fear
and the hand is closing fast
clotted by my spastic life
and my heart is under attack
how powerless I am over my life
and I don't have a choice
Where have I been all this time
my mind has been taken over
but 4 days later the pain is mine
what is happening, where am I going
Captured,
and never getting a chance
Hurt,
and there is no going back
tired,
but there is no sleep
wired,
but my life I can't keep
Running slow
falling high
feeling low
wondering why
falling fast
stay away
I cannot last
so please stay
I'm caught by the addiction
it's sucking the life out of me
Im tired of its lifeless friction
and my mine is drifting away
Do i have a choice to make
you vindicate my chances
but theres only so much I take
but now i'm breaking free
can I stop my asphyxiation
the grip is death tight
I'm followed by exacerbation
and I can't let it go