Jan 09, 2005 01:27
I'm ready to have my baby. I'm emotional today- ack- I hate it... I feel bad for my husband, if I didn't sleep I was crying. He's good to me, for the most part! I'm having a decent conversation with my sister-in-law. Things are looking up. I love my son... he's been doing so well- he gets all his stuff back on Sunday, but less TV, PS2, and gameboy playing. We will have to set up some kind of system on that, but I'm not sure what yet. I have decided to breastfeed- I hope it goes a million times better than it did with Cole... I am much more determined this time though. I'm ready to take my maternity leave- but it's unpaid so I have to wait until the baby comes! I slammed my finger in the door and it hurt like shit- it pulled my cuticle and part of the skin off~ I hope my fingernail is ok. My friend Amber (meantime_girl) paid for 2 months of paid member service- I think I will like it! Thank you so much hun :) I guess that is it... just wanted to let everyone know I'm alive! Hope everyone's New Year is going well.