Jun 19, 2005 23:30
well lets see today pretty much sucked. me and lee r having problems. kayla and me r like sorta fiting again. im trying to find out wat to do wit my life. me and kayla and chelsea r like not getting along AGAIN. it sorta sucks. i dont no wat to do. its so hard trying to find out wat to do wit my life and wit all the screw ups ive done. trying to find out wat to do wit my screw up ass self. thats all i am. is a screw up in the world. just a screw up. if only i could take back ever meeting these ppl it would be all good all over again. it would be nice. never having to hav met them and not having to hav fiteing all the time. y, o, y, does it hav to be this way. how do i go on liveing like this. not having anything. nothing at all...