I don't regret what I have chosen, no matter what the word out there trying to say or make me do. I even asked God many times to show me the truth and to change my heart if what I have chosen was not right.... Well, so far I am firm with my decision... or maybe the answer hasn't come to me yet... I will keep asking God about it....
This is not a blind love over someone or a figure or idolizing blindly... Just common sense and gut feeling...
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so.. yeah... back to work!...ha ha