Falling
Unprepared and quick
without any fear
I can hold you near me
No doubt, just my feelings for you
all spread around in chaos
on the floor before my feet
No need to pick them up
perfect the way they are
I can't say I love you
It's too hard, too much
too frightening
and leaves too much
of the evidence behind
of my fear
and how fragile I am when I am with you
You are always in my thoughts
And you may read this
or not
but if you do
I hope you recognize yourself
in my words
my story
About how much I love you.