God damnit.
NEVER voluenteer to do something at the beginning of a year when you don't know how much work you will have, or how much you will change. Also, do not voluenteer to do workshops unless you enjoy contacting people.
I don't know when I lost interest in UU leadership. I still love being a part of the community, I just don't have the time to offer what a leader should. Therefore, I'd just as soon go to GA and OPUS and call it a day. While I loved ConCentric, I know now that I won't have time to apply any skills that I learn. I'm a theatre person first and foremost; in this buisness you have to be to survive. I just don't know how I'm gonna handle getting the workshops together. I'm sick of it, and I don't know what I'm doing. Not to mention I just don't like doing it. In the at all sense of the word. And since I'm taking a week off for ConCentric, I probobly can't go to OPUS. You know, the one I actually want to be at.
Fuck.
I don't know when I lost interest in UU leadership. I still love being a part of the community, I just don't have the time to offer what a leader should. Therefore, I'd just as soon go to GA and OPUS and call it a day. While I loved ConCentric, I know now that I won't have time to apply any skills that I learn. I'm a theatre person first and foremost; in this buisness you have to be to survive. I just don't know how I'm gonna handle getting the workshops together. I'm sick of it, and I don't know what I'm doing. Not to mention I just don't like doing it. In the at all sense of the word. And since I'm taking a week off for ConCentric, I probobly can't go to OPUS. You know, the one I actually want to be at.
Fuck.