Nov 12, 2004 01:21
Yeah, so I know I've been a little boy crazy lately... I've been in this swirling vortex of sex and emotion and confusion, spinning faster and faster.
Until tonight. It stopped.
And this amazing opportunity to be with this amazing man has presented itself.
One of the most amazing human beings I know today told me that he and his girlfriend have broken up. (Dena Jane, you know who I'm talking about) This man, wow. He is incredible. I could list all of his accomplishments and social justice work, and tell you about his amazing smile and gentle soul, but that wouldn't even begin to sum him up.
He makes all my silly boy crap just feel like non-sense, I feel foolish. I feel hopeful, being with him would be so entirely good for me. So good. You have no idea.
And I have a date-ish to hang out with him tomorrow afternoon. He's coming to my Vagina Monologue audition, and then we're making pot brownies...
I want him so much. When I'm around him, I feel free to be myself. And we care about so many of the same things (social justice, peace, Strong Bad, etc)
My spinning has stopped. And I'm glad to be rid of the dizziness.