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So yeah, haven't updated in a while. I'm not actually sure if I'm going to pass this year, or what. My mom says I have to get a job this summer, which I don't really want to do, mostly because I won't know anybody, and I'll get nervous and probably mess something up.
But if I get a job, and I fail, what am I going to do about summer school? I mean, I'm going to have to go to pass, aren't I?
And what will Corey say, hm? I'm pretty sure he doesn't want a sixteen year old girlfriend who's still in eighth grade. That'd be sad.
*sigh*
Why the school didn't put me in Resource or SWS is beyond me. This is ridiculous. It's like...I try, but the harder I try, the harder it gets for me to succeed. Which it shouldn't, right? It should get easier, but it doesn't! And then, other times, when the teacher is teaching, I'll zone off. I'll be staring at her, and listening, but not taking it in. Or I end up getting it, and then right after that, not getting it, or not knowing how to do it. I can't concetrate, either.
Is there something wrong with me? I mean, I'm not supposed to forget everything as soon as they say it, right? And it's only for like, school and sometimes at home. If my mom tells me to do something, and how to do it, I remember it, but then, there goes the brain, and I forget everything she just said.
But I don't forget a thing when I watch a movie or read a book or play a game (video or otherwise). This is just...I think I should see a doctor about this. I'm worried about myself, which is soemthing I should never be.
And what if something like this happens when I'm at work? That would be bad, lol. I'd probably get fired.
*sigh*
I can tell today is going to be crappy.
But if I get a job, and I fail, what am I going to do about summer school? I mean, I'm going to have to go to pass, aren't I?
And what will Corey say, hm? I'm pretty sure he doesn't want a sixteen year old girlfriend who's still in eighth grade. That'd be sad.
*sigh*
Why the school didn't put me in Resource or SWS is beyond me. This is ridiculous. It's like...I try, but the harder I try, the harder it gets for me to succeed. Which it shouldn't, right? It should get easier, but it doesn't! And then, other times, when the teacher is teaching, I'll zone off. I'll be staring at her, and listening, but not taking it in. Or I end up getting it, and then right after that, not getting it, or not knowing how to do it. I can't concetrate, either.
Is there something wrong with me? I mean, I'm not supposed to forget everything as soon as they say it, right? And it's only for like, school and sometimes at home. If my mom tells me to do something, and how to do it, I remember it, but then, there goes the brain, and I forget everything she just said.
But I don't forget a thing when I watch a movie or read a book or play a game (video or otherwise). This is just...I think I should see a doctor about this. I'm worried about myself, which is soemthing I should never be.
And what if something like this happens when I'm at work? That would be bad, lol. I'd probably get fired.
*sigh*
I can tell today is going to be crappy.