picking up.. well at least a piece or two.
yikes. been emo for the past 2 days. rolls eyes. can seriously get real mad with myself. I need to guard the heart better. and it sucks to be in a bottomless pit.
extreme emotions.
i figured i have them when my period is near. and i usually stay home to keep away from trouble and stay calm and relaxed as much as i can to be in control.
to feel good and determined and suddenly fall onto the dark side tells me how vulnerable my stand is. :/ gotta ensure i will not be so easily shaken anymore.. silly me.. so what things are kept and memories are brought back. should have kept my cool. damn it.
moving on.... thanks to some beloved friends. gavin christabella jojo and seeing my innocent nephew helps. helps me know life can be better.
if i choose to go that way, then perhaps all i need is time now.
so im giving myself time. :) i need drinks to ease the fiery spirits. past 2 nights seems to help. tmr shld do the trick.
extreme emotions.
i figured i have them when my period is near. and i usually stay home to keep away from trouble and stay calm and relaxed as much as i can to be in control.
to feel good and determined and suddenly fall onto the dark side tells me how vulnerable my stand is. :/ gotta ensure i will not be so easily shaken anymore.. silly me.. so what things are kept and memories are brought back. should have kept my cool. damn it.
moving on.... thanks to some beloved friends. gavin christabella jojo and seeing my innocent nephew helps. helps me know life can be better.
if i choose to go that way, then perhaps all i need is time now.
so im giving myself time. :) i need drinks to ease the fiery spirits. past 2 nights seems to help. tmr shld do the trick.