Light Reminder & Alexandra.
Not to dwell too much about the past.
I am breathing and feeling a lot better.
Back to focusing on who I know I can be.
on the side note. if i can have a middle name.
it will be Alexandra.
Taken from wiki, the name is a compound of the Greek verb ἀλέξειν (alexein) "to defend" and the noun ἀνδρός (andros), genitive of ἀνήρ (anēr) "man". Thus it may be roughly translated as "protector of man".
and i like it very much becos i have been a defender all my life, or rather 95% of the time in netball. played netball since i was nine. and im still dreaming abt it ! I dreamt i was playing netball just last night with some sec sch classmates guys and girls and some random peeps, its a vague now. but i rmber jas in it thats all.
So back to the name, I feel i can relate it as" defender of man". and i like it v much. i found the name about 2,3 weeks ago and im still liking it a lot. i feel it gives me a new meaning and feeling in life that i can go about. like a new path. it refreshes me.
i like it so much i was googling how to add a middle name in IC. haha! and dont really have much a clue. and its not for real. yet..
cos i am also wondering how my parent will think of it? adding a middle name and e.diting the full name they gave me?! :/
anyway.. nah. i dont think its impt to add in the IC! cos i guess i can still use it in ways even though its not a given name at birth.
well.. so just to add some relation to the name. i create an email and LJ for it. yvonnealexandra . and I was actually considering moving over to use it as a personal journal. I posted twice there... but today i emptied the Lj and brought the 2 posts into utterutterly becos i have some plans for the new LJ. like for to an online fashion shop if i will to ever have one in the future or something else.