dark zone
Breaking up is hard. The process of moving on is even harder.
It is very difficult when you msg someone all day everyday and it has becomes a habit. You feel something amiss and the day does not seem to be going right. You get rather upset and unease.
The head is heavy. And you know that the other party is probably going through the same because both of you mentioned how much hurt you are feeling before.
He been msging before that things can be turned back and in a way all these can be better. But I am not moving because I do not see it right. I do not feel right turning that way. I do not feel happy turning there. I dont feel much for the r.s anymore.
I always thought as long as someone truly loves me a lot a lot. I will be happy and I dont see how things can turn ugly no matter what the situation is. And here I have that someone who has a lot of drive to make things work. But I have no clue what is making me dismiss everything he is doing.
I am very much sad that I am driving away someone this nice. I really hope the best for him to heal soon and move on as well. He doesnt deserve what he is getting. I am trying to help lighten the mood for him but still drawing a thick line that there is no way back now.
For now... I am drained. Out of love to give.
I feel I am forcing myself to make things work and I dont want to anymore...
just want to be on my own.
steering away from boys.
It is very difficult when you msg someone all day everyday and it has becomes a habit. You feel something amiss and the day does not seem to be going right. You get rather upset and unease.
The head is heavy. And you know that the other party is probably going through the same because both of you mentioned how much hurt you are feeling before.
He been msging before that things can be turned back and in a way all these can be better. But I am not moving because I do not see it right. I do not feel right turning that way. I do not feel happy turning there. I dont feel much for the r.s anymore.
I always thought as long as someone truly loves me a lot a lot. I will be happy and I dont see how things can turn ugly no matter what the situation is. And here I have that someone who has a lot of drive to make things work. But I have no clue what is making me dismiss everything he is doing.
I am very much sad that I am driving away someone this nice. I really hope the best for him to heal soon and move on as well. He doesnt deserve what he is getting. I am trying to help lighten the mood for him but still drawing a thick line that there is no way back now.
For now... I am drained. Out of love to give.
I feel I am forcing myself to make things work and I dont want to anymore...
just want to be on my own.
steering away from boys.