I don't see why not.
The first day of working week been pretty mind full for me. I woke up feeling like I want more sleep, a peek into my room current state makes me feel like staying home to just get done with it. If you know me by now, I need my room to be clean and tidy to feel cheery and often it will help me to feel that things in life are or will be in place.
so i know. i ought to... pack.. the... room. well.. thats what i need my room to be. but what i really want for this new space is to have a sense of style.. my style, i used to feel like its still my sister's room so i been really messy with my stuff, placing it everywhere to make it seems more like mine. hha. now im pretty okie with it.. but I haven figure exactly what style im looking for yet. I went ikea a couple of times to get the image right but there isnt anything that hit me hard. and this will need further time. will need it to be done before uni starts.
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I remember a thought that made me came to work this morning, was being able to do some reading up. I been googling on serveral stuff for the past month since working, taking it as a break from work. I googled all sort of stuff, from deaths, church,serveral rich icons, world history, pretty ladies, plastic surgery and etc. And today.. i wanted to know more about the Catholics and Christians.
In the midst of reading, there were a lot to think about.. Too much for me to write about. But you can google "catholic christian" and see what I read. I got carried away somewhere reading about history and a page on regards to hell and etc.. A
At the end of the day's of reading I feel bless to be where I am.
P.S: I was researching the other day and I love the fact that chc is doing so much. Not to boast but the fact more than any other church in sg, helping not only for ourselves (its never for ourselves but for everyone out there) or not only in monetary terms (where u invest and invest for financial gains but not balancing it with helping and loving). And im very happy i feel truly right with this place.
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I told R Im hoping he is not expecting me to leave church cos Im not intending to. I see my future with it.
Plus the longer I am in, I feel I am feeling more of what Jas tried to explain where its like her home. Where you grow from the learnings and love.
Talking to R been really good. I thought about lots of factors and issues and stuff. I was wondering how I can get past all that with him, I dont see how close or soon he will reach my level of worries and understandings. I know i will want the someone to know all these stuff about how I feel and my stuff.
And the bits and pieces of pouring out to him was better than I expected. And there wasnt even a need to plan a time to share these times with him, Im glad what came out was natural in timing.
The longer im spending time with him, it seems that he gets a lot of things right. Or rather.. I dont really have a list of what my partner will litnerally be like, but I see pretty much in him on what i feel is right. Thats for now for the time being, not wanting to rush to any conclusion. He has been nice and Im happy about how things are going.
And if thats the case in the longer run... i honestly dont see why not.
so i know. i ought to... pack.. the... room. well.. thats what i need my room to be. but what i really want for this new space is to have a sense of style.. my style, i used to feel like its still my sister's room so i been really messy with my stuff, placing it everywhere to make it seems more like mine. hha. now im pretty okie with it.. but I haven figure exactly what style im looking for yet. I went ikea a couple of times to get the image right but there isnt anything that hit me hard. and this will need further time. will need it to be done before uni starts.
***
I remember a thought that made me came to work this morning, was being able to do some reading up. I been googling on serveral stuff for the past month since working, taking it as a break from work. I googled all sort of stuff, from deaths, church,serveral rich icons, world history, pretty ladies, plastic surgery and etc. And today.. i wanted to know more about the Catholics and Christians.
In the midst of reading, there were a lot to think about.. Too much for me to write about. But you can google "catholic christian" and see what I read. I got carried away somewhere reading about history and a page on regards to hell and etc.. A
At the end of the day's of reading I feel bless to be where I am.
P.S: I was researching the other day and I love the fact that chc is doing so much. Not to boast but the fact more than any other church in sg, helping not only for ourselves (its never for ourselves but for everyone out there) or not only in monetary terms (where u invest and invest for financial gains but not balancing it with helping and loving). And im very happy i feel truly right with this place.
***
I told R Im hoping he is not expecting me to leave church cos Im not intending to. I see my future with it.
Plus the longer I am in, I feel I am feeling more of what Jas tried to explain where its like her home. Where you grow from the learnings and love.
Talking to R been really good. I thought about lots of factors and issues and stuff. I was wondering how I can get past all that with him, I dont see how close or soon he will reach my level of worries and understandings. I know i will want the someone to know all these stuff about how I feel and my stuff.
And the bits and pieces of pouring out to him was better than I expected. And there wasnt even a need to plan a time to share these times with him, Im glad what came out was natural in timing.
The longer im spending time with him, it seems that he gets a lot of things right. Or rather.. I dont really have a list of what my partner will litnerally be like, but I see pretty much in him on what i feel is right. Thats for now for the time being, not wanting to rush to any conclusion. He has been nice and Im happy about how things are going.
And if thats the case in the longer run... i honestly dont see why not.