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okie lets see, i have been carrying these thoughts in my head through the day.
(1) life, (2) boys, (3) future, (4) myself
lets start with (3) future. hmmm.. had this talk with janson in the train on the way back home that kinda make me wonder what i will be or want to be. I have not give it enough thought to figure what i am really good at, a jack of all trades and master of none.
i'm curious in many things, gave my trys in reading up stocks and investment porfoilo. understand economy and many business stuff through sch. probably just having a rough idea of all. tried online selling and marketing. hmm.. i feel i understand enough abt marketing and branding, i'm not inspired by it. i understand about events managment, human resource, admin, data entries and operations through work at mum's. there are a lot of understanding of business to know and its probably by own experiences or in my case stories from parent. i kinda understand how corporate world operates through internship in citi, everyone just focus on their role and do their part. i have no idea what i really want to be yet honestly. i have friends that are so into digitalworld, fashion, arts, accounting and i so wish i can find mine too. boohoo. wheres my passion ar.
Moving to (1) life, i was wondering whats life about again after watching people who seem to be living in their own world. I was over at queenstown just now. people just dress really normal and blankly waiting at the bus stop or watching tvee with the world moving, dont they know about the fashion world, colours of dressing up and perhaps dressing for occasion or a theme or styIe i thought. i dont see make up, accessories, gadgets and pretty stuff. the surrounding gave me a period of dullness.
Next (2) boys, not really boys but rather my relationship issue. I just sign up today for 3 Asian confrerence workshop offered in church, they are Choosing the Right Partner, Property Investment and Social Entrepernuer. I;m not sure whether it will be funny for a new comer to attend choosing the right partner as may be i was thinking its only for those who are prepared to be married? haha. i dunno. but i think i'm in need of some reinforcement of love values. I'm currently in the stage that i think i went through enough and i dont want to give portion of my heart or recieve people's anymore. no to dating and all. i dunno. i have no interest in relationship anymore. it just reminds me of troubles, some pain and probably not turning any better than before. So there is no need for any of that now isnt it.
Now about (4)Myself. I'm quite satisfied sitting in a neat room. =) I packed and threw 3 black garbage bags yesterday, filled with books, papers, files and more papers. bags as well. manage to shift things here and there. hmmm... not really done with the room though. probably just 40% done. there is still the wardrobe and numerous drawers and cupboards to clear and get it organised. then its all good. hee. i have a happy self so far with the continuous of pretty nice events. wed's night netball with hildans n mshoe, cell outings with awesome people at ktv, dining and movies, bridge n mahjong time at hubert's place(with e nice new house smell), carls jr time, a couple of east coast sniff - first with lihlong n hubert then with shermaine, not forgetting shopping and movie with shermaine and clement, criusing of roads, drinking, project going smoothly with group, christabel's late night chats and supper, reading goody books, watching slam dunk, fine dining with family, home cook food and etc. life is doing me excellent. i'm thankful for all and to all. goodnight.
okie lets see, i have been carrying these thoughts in my head through the day.
(1) life, (2) boys, (3) future, (4) myself
lets start with (3) future. hmmm.. had this talk with janson in the train on the way back home that kinda make me wonder what i will be or want to be. I have not give it enough thought to figure what i am really good at, a jack of all trades and master of none.
i'm curious in many things, gave my trys in reading up stocks and investment porfoilo. understand economy and many business stuff through sch. probably just having a rough idea of all. tried online selling and marketing. hmm.. i feel i understand enough abt marketing and branding, i'm not inspired by it. i understand about events managment, human resource, admin, data entries and operations through work at mum's. there are a lot of understanding of business to know and its probably by own experiences or in my case stories from parent. i kinda understand how corporate world operates through internship in citi, everyone just focus on their role and do their part. i have no idea what i really want to be yet honestly. i have friends that are so into digitalworld, fashion, arts, accounting and i so wish i can find mine too. boohoo. wheres my passion ar.
Moving to (1) life, i was wondering whats life about again after watching people who seem to be living in their own world. I was over at queenstown just now. people just dress really normal and blankly waiting at the bus stop or watching tvee with the world moving, dont they know about the fashion world, colours of dressing up and perhaps dressing for occasion or a theme or styIe i thought. i dont see make up, accessories, gadgets and pretty stuff. the surrounding gave me a period of dullness.
Next (2) boys, not really boys but rather my relationship issue. I just sign up today for 3 Asian confrerence workshop offered in church, they are Choosing the Right Partner, Property Investment and Social Entrepernuer. I;m not sure whether it will be funny for a new comer to attend choosing the right partner as may be i was thinking its only for those who are prepared to be married? haha. i dunno. but i think i'm in need of some reinforcement of love values. I'm currently in the stage that i think i went through enough and i dont want to give portion of my heart or recieve people's anymore. no to dating and all. i dunno. i have no interest in relationship anymore. it just reminds me of troubles, some pain and probably not turning any better than before. So there is no need for any of that now isnt it.
Now about (4)Myself. I'm quite satisfied sitting in a neat room. =) I packed and threw 3 black garbage bags yesterday, filled with books, papers, files and more papers. bags as well. manage to shift things here and there. hmmm... not really done with the room though. probably just 40% done. there is still the wardrobe and numerous drawers and cupboards to clear and get it organised. then its all good. hee. i have a happy self so far with the continuous of pretty nice events. wed's night netball with hildans n mshoe, cell outings with awesome people at ktv, dining and movies, bridge n mahjong time at hubert's place(with e nice new house smell), carls jr time, a couple of east coast sniff - first with lihlong n hubert then with shermaine, not forgetting shopping and movie with shermaine and clement, criusing of roads, drinking, project going smoothly with group, christabel's late night chats and supper, reading goody books, watching slam dunk, fine dining with family, home cook food and etc. life is doing me excellent. i'm thankful for all and to all. goodnight.