The fire that once occupied my eyes has spread to destroy this world I have grown
Man I'm bored. my back still hurts from pulling it skateboarding last week. my stomach feels like shit. Staying sober tonight. I was doing really well with not drinking so much but then when I got fired I kind of went over board. I'm too easily distracted sometimes. Going to call about this one job tomorrow. I'd like to just chill but it seems like a good thing. After Vegas I want to start looking for my own place. Maybe the same complex that Jimmy and Shannon are moving too. I'm just looking for an efficiency. I want to just live alone. hah hell I just want to be alone. Everyone was texting me today. I also need to get on the ball about summer classes. Just trying to stay busy. I wish things would move a little faster. I'm not very patient. I wish I didnt spend the last three years hating myself. but Ive come to terms with a lot and well , I'll know better next time. Welp, time for the heating pad and more weird science.