step one: cut a hole in the box
Its not all razorblades and rain clouds. I do a good job of pretending like I'm having a good time out in public or at work. I do function like a normal human being in public. ITs not like I dont have a bunch of interested girls. I 've hooked up with quite a few of them, it's just me that's not really interested. I', just sad a lot inside, i guess. I feel like I've wasted the last ten years of my life and I'm a little pissed off that she wasted the last year and a half. She knew what my goals were in the relationship, that i wanted to get married and all that. If she didn't want that she shouldn't of even bothered instead of leading me along. Anyway, off to a party!