you'll be taken care of
I don't know whats worse, the depression, alcoholism or being heart broken. I once asked someone to help me with depression and she turned her back on me. I once asked someone to help with the drinking and she dumped me. I dont want to drink anymore but I cant help it. Its the only thing that makes me feel normal. Thats what I get for putting faith in someone. I was ready to change and keep our relationship going forward but I guess it wasn't enough, it never was enough.