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something inside of me just sort-of...switched on...the first time we met. i noticed, but tried not to pay too much attention to it. after a while i started trying to convince myself i wasn't meant to have a real relationship, and that you weren't going to be more than a mere acquaintance. it was that first meeting that changed everything though. that first meeting re-opened my heart. yes, my heart has been open for you ever since. i know i'm always screwing everything up, but at least i'll always love you. maybe that's not good enough for you. maybe nothing i could give will be good enough for you. that doesn't mean i won't stop trying. i believe we saw that shooting star for a reason. i'm not letting that reason die.