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Life sucks when you're me.
I haven't been doing well lately. I'm just...depressed I guess. I've been a raging bitch for the past 2 weeks. I've been incredibly stressed with the wedding and a bunch of other things. I seriously think that Jeremy's probably considering whether or not he should really marry me. I got in a sweet fight with his brother Nate today. That just topped everything off for me.
So now I'm sitting here...crying my freaking eyes out...listening to my best of Live cd I got for Christmas. Jeremy starts school tonight...so he has to leave 10 minutes after he gets home and I won't see him again until 8. Makes me more cranky.
On a good note....I hung out with my dad a few weeks ago. Had the best time I've ever had with him I think. We went shopping and then Jeremy came and met us at Texas Roadhouse for dinner. I rode home with dad instead of Jeremy. We sat in the car for a while and talked. I cried for about 15 minutes in the car and then another half hour when I got into the apartment. Good crying though. We'll see if he can turn things around this time. :)
I haven't been doing well lately. I'm just...depressed I guess. I've been a raging bitch for the past 2 weeks. I've been incredibly stressed with the wedding and a bunch of other things. I seriously think that Jeremy's probably considering whether or not he should really marry me. I got in a sweet fight with his brother Nate today. That just topped everything off for me.
So now I'm sitting here...crying my freaking eyes out...listening to my best of Live cd I got for Christmas. Jeremy starts school tonight...so he has to leave 10 minutes after he gets home and I won't see him again until 8. Makes me more cranky.
On a good note....I hung out with my dad a few weeks ago. Had the best time I've ever had with him I think. We went shopping and then Jeremy came and met us at Texas Roadhouse for dinner. I rode home with dad instead of Jeremy. We sat in the car for a while and talked. I cried for about 15 minutes in the car and then another half hour when I got into the apartment. Good crying though. We'll see if he can turn things around this time. :)