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I was watching tv today and this guy said, "It doesn't matter what you do...life is a series or random events that you have absolutely no control over!" It bummed me out even more than I've been bummed out the past couple of weeks.
Since I've failed to update lately...here's the story. Jeremy's sister got engaged 10 days after we did. Pissed me the fuck off. I don't want to share my engagement with his damn sister. Supposedly Phil had the ring 4 weeks before Jeremy had proposed to me. Neither Jeremy or I believe that. We think he was catching shit from Mandy since Jeremy and I and her best friend got engaged at the same time and she's been with Phil for 5 years and he had yet to propose. Either way...whether he had the ring before or not it fucking sucks my ass. So, I was all stressed out about it. Thinking that she was going to put her wedding close to ours and it was going to ruin everything and Jeremy kept telling me that she would probably have it this year it wouldn't be a problem. But low and behold when we saw her last Friday she announced that she was having hers on July 29th of next year. This is, by the way, after we've been telling people that we were most likely getting married in the middle of August. It caused this huge fight because she now refuses to change her wedding date even though we got engaged first and picked the month first and all that. So now Jeremy and I have to change our wedding date. We're considering June now. I know it's still close to Mandy's but at least it will be before so I don't have to deal with helping/attending her wedding 2 weeks before mine. OH! And did I mention that she's having a barbecue in Phil's parents back yard. Yeah...and they can't move their wedding to this year. Thank you very fucking much.
I think what pisses me off the most though is that I know that even if we had made it CLEARLY known that we were getting married in the second week of August...she STILL would have set her date for July 29th. She just doesn't care because she's finally getting married. Yeah...thanks for caring about ruining my wedding.
This is something that I just can't let go of either. It's always going to be stuck in the back of my mind that she fucked things over. My relationship with her will NEVER be the same because there will always be some part of me that strongly dislikes her for this. Plus...I'm totally disappointed with who she's marrying because he is one of the biggest assholes I have ever met.
Anyway...that's the story for now. I seriously have to get going to so I can shower before I go to work.
Since I've failed to update lately...here's the story. Jeremy's sister got engaged 10 days after we did. Pissed me the fuck off. I don't want to share my engagement with his damn sister. Supposedly Phil had the ring 4 weeks before Jeremy had proposed to me. Neither Jeremy or I believe that. We think he was catching shit from Mandy since Jeremy and I and her best friend got engaged at the same time and she's been with Phil for 5 years and he had yet to propose. Either way...whether he had the ring before or not it fucking sucks my ass. So, I was all stressed out about it. Thinking that she was going to put her wedding close to ours and it was going to ruin everything and Jeremy kept telling me that she would probably have it this year it wouldn't be a problem. But low and behold when we saw her last Friday she announced that she was having hers on July 29th of next year. This is, by the way, after we've been telling people that we were most likely getting married in the middle of August. It caused this huge fight because she now refuses to change her wedding date even though we got engaged first and picked the month first and all that. So now Jeremy and I have to change our wedding date. We're considering June now. I know it's still close to Mandy's but at least it will be before so I don't have to deal with helping/attending her wedding 2 weeks before mine. OH! And did I mention that she's having a barbecue in Phil's parents back yard. Yeah...and they can't move their wedding to this year. Thank you very fucking much.
I think what pisses me off the most though is that I know that even if we had made it CLEARLY known that we were getting married in the second week of August...she STILL would have set her date for July 29th. She just doesn't care because she's finally getting married. Yeah...thanks for caring about ruining my wedding.
This is something that I just can't let go of either. It's always going to be stuck in the back of my mind that she fucked things over. My relationship with her will NEVER be the same because there will always be some part of me that strongly dislikes her for this. Plus...I'm totally disappointed with who she's marrying because he is one of the biggest assholes I have ever met.
Anyway...that's the story for now. I seriously have to get going to so I can shower before I go to work.