there are so many lives i want to share with you
((i will never be complete until i do))
well it's def time for an update, i'll skim the most important things as my To Do List is sitting menacingly at my side...
PMD struck hard this year, possibly because of other dynamics and possibly just because my heart belongs to the cast of Into the Woods... i don't know. Went to Tiff's last weekend for some hardcore fun and certainly got my money's worth.
NYSSMA is (thank you God), over. Permanetly. Forever. haha... it turned out ok, some disappointments and some meeting expectations and, while i'd give anything to go back and nail that run, i am officially done and letting it go. i'm proud of all those who deserve it for outstanding grades or bigger accomplishments, i think you know who you are. Oh, and Mike Lamb is my personal hero. ;)
It's been a long week: a lot of tests, some that came out ok and some that didn't. A few rain-mud-soccer revelations, certain people living in phase one, re-wrote some music and wanted to share those ten minutes, a few old feelings i could do without but can't seem to shake, some Fabness bonding, some white walls with new company... It's springtime and i'm getting my life back. Or at least what's left of it haha...
Last night:: eagles concert with my Nic. Cinnabons, "hey you want some?", dancing with the drunks, the who-can-be-more-random competition, Take It Easy... i needed some quality L-Nic Time and we certainly used it well.
Tonight i crashed with my favorite girls. Can i just say that i am nothing without the people who love me? please insert me being appreciative here. oh you are such a fuck, and when i say fuck, i mean bitch, and when i say bitch, i mean pusssssssssyyyyyyyy. i really just needed a night of crazy wild dance and fun, with some grease and a lot of laughs. i have the bestest friends, and i want the whole world to know it. (we did leave the pinks unsorted, btw, and yes Le it is bothering me still)
bed soon, then up early for soccer (mixed feeling) and SAT (def negative feeling) and possibly a fun night (anxious/excited feeling).
That's all for now. sorry it wasn't my best update, hopefully another one will follow. i love.
((i don't know why people run, i don't know things fall through; i don't know how anybody survives in this life without someone like you))