i feel so far from where i've been
Interesting weekend, to say the least. Fun friday night, good time at the mall Saturday with my pick-me-up underwear, pretzel, best friends, and death girl spotting...
Saturday night... Le's party. Fun people, small disasters. Someone kind of scared me, felt like growing up... oh and i broke someone's heart and spent it wishing i was with someone else which was weird. and that sentence can reverse the pronouns... what do you call that? it's not even like race car. lol.
Sunday... lost a game (damn Will haha), and felt really... off my game. which is expected, i guess, since there isn't supposed to be a game to be off of. Take not give, that's your philosophy. i'll bite.
Sunday night, dinner, disaster, phil's with some of the coolest people i know. Then fixing disaster 1 and 2 of the day, with a few panic attacks and safe arms to have them in. i'm just having some fun...
small freak-out today. i don't know why i care what other people think so much. i have nothing to hide.
then physics:
Lena: you look thoughtful, L... what you thinking bout?
Me: pathetically. basketball season.
Lena: omg i am so in love with you
Me: be careful, it's a dangerous business
next weekend, Kateness. i'm psyched, and in major need. krista called me, i need to call her back. i love her. ALSO. mrs. greenwood called. talk about feeling cool. talk about being cool. i need to call connie. what an agenda.
i give up on making sense. i'm just going with it... fuck love.
Saturday night... Le's party. Fun people, small disasters. Someone kind of scared me, felt like growing up... oh and i broke someone's heart and spent it wishing i was with someone else which was weird. and that sentence can reverse the pronouns... what do you call that? it's not even like race car. lol.
Sunday... lost a game (damn Will haha), and felt really... off my game. which is expected, i guess, since there isn't supposed to be a game to be off of. Take not give, that's your philosophy. i'll bite.
Sunday night, dinner, disaster, phil's with some of the coolest people i know. Then fixing disaster 1 and 2 of the day, with a few panic attacks and safe arms to have them in. i'm just having some fun...
small freak-out today. i don't know why i care what other people think so much. i have nothing to hide.
then physics:
Lena: you look thoughtful, L... what you thinking bout?
Me: pathetically. basketball season.
Lena: omg i am so in love with you
Me: be careful, it's a dangerous business
next weekend, Kateness. i'm psyched, and in major need. krista called me, i need to call her back. i love her. ALSO. mrs. greenwood called. talk about feeling cool. talk about being cool. i need to call connie. what an agenda.
i give up on making sense. i'm just going with it... fuck love.