fuck that shit!

May 26, 2005 02:15

For realllllll....

It's over, I'm coming out of hiding, I'm 'bout to get wild, drunk, crazy and stupid because it's time to stop livin' like a 40 year old lady!!! I've been aging like 3 years more every week and you can't tell me that isn't ridiculous! I'm nineteen years old dammit!! and I'm about to waste it being older than I really am!!! what the fuuuuuck?! hmm, yeah, fuck that shit.

So anyways, I've been AWOL, I know it - not calling anyone back or talking to freakin' anybody. For real, I have stuff on the mind and in the works but it's all good - I can handle! I don't even know what's been going on for tha last two weeks, but right now...

I'm selling my car tomorrow and getting a new one...so we're shopping right now and my friend Vanessa is gving me the hookup. I'm looking into a Celica or an Acura RSX, but until then, I guess I'll be driving the Vibe. I've been working some serious hours @ Red Robin, so feel free to come see me...but other things are in the works....secret things.

And lately, I've been getting this -itis...like I'm at work and my booty starts up on Milo or Julia out of nowhere...I think that means I need to get this ass to the club! But I'm trying to find someone to cover my shift on Saturday so I can head out to the beach with Lauren and whoever...miss that girl!!! I actually miss a lot of people, but that's what happens when you ghost.

Really though, it seems like I disappeared to get all this focus, but I didn't fully reach it until now...I lost sight of balance, and now it's almost 2:00am and I want some hot chocolate.

I gotta start carrying my digicam around with me since my computer got wiped out and all I have left is the shit I have on the internet...everyone, if you have pictures of me, us, we, you, send 'em here...or message me for my gmail account. If you read this, let's get it on! Now then...let's hope I remember this shit in the morning.
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