love.

Oct 08, 2004 01:54

yeah it's one am and i have to get up for school in four hours but this is worth it.

lauren i love watching movies and the oc with you.we have the greatest ass times giggling and clapping and laughing and just all around getting into whatever it is that's going on, whether helen is finally kissing the pastor, or julie is sleeping with her daughter's ex-boyfriend, or ryan is a baby's daddy!! yeah, girl, even if you share too much (j/k) i love you and we will always feel each other now that we're on our grind, with the work and school thing, and you and i both know that no matter what, no one can do it like we do. i tell you all the time. i'm happy, and i feel good about us dominating the world - somebody's gotta do, ya know? and who better but us?!?! fa sho! and you and i both know that if any shit ever goes down, we will "bury someone so far down into the earth that the heat from the earth's crust will incinerate their asses." baby, we're on top. let's do this!

anthony, i love you. i really don't care who knows. fuck, it's on the internet now, free to be copied and pasted by anyone who gives a good damn (or anyone who really feels the need to be in the business) hell yeah, i'll shout it from the hilltops. baby, this is my mountain! you are my fresh air, and i know you. you know me. you understand me and i can't do anything but love you back. i can't even begin to enumerate the ways you've let me be me and more. your lugubriousness astounds (haha), and of course you know i date you b/c you're multi-plat on the valley charts (haha, please.) you are straight expanding my mind and that's beautiful. we have fun everywhere we go and even when we aren't going anywhere for a very long time (if you know what i mean, and i think you do!) i'm not yours to gift wrap, and you aren't mine either, and i like it that way, but damn, boy, i do love you. i'm am proud of everything you do. and i'm totally fine with having you by my side until my crazy asian woman driving kills us both...but let's not have that happen.you are absolutely awesome to me. but you better count down your days, because love, these cookies will break you!

this is me, and i'm happy. i truly and sincerely love the people in my life, and i've chosen to keep those with negative energy out of it. i'm on top of this world. i have a future. and as for that, i am working towards it and getting my shake on in the meantime. i could tell you that you can like it or not, but i'm pretty confident that you will. yeah, i skool, i work, i pay bills, i love, i study, i learn, i cook, i get my quality time in. i care. and no matter what happens, short of an apocalypse, i will continue to expand my soul and my heart.
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