yayerr! :)
alright .. so i'm really happy. again. and it's great.
I can finally say to myself (or think to myself ha .. i don't talk to myself...uhh..) "colby and i have had enough time apart" and NOT have to repeat it .. or think twice about it .. or ponder on it .. and you know what that means?! It means that I am CERTAIN about it. I am certain that we are going to make it now because I am certain that he feels just as certain as I've always felt. And I just said certain like .. four times in one sentence so that's gotta tell you something too .. other than I'm weird with the word certain.
I've pretty much had it up to .. over my head with girls comming onto him or someting. so I feel a little bad .. I think I may have turned into the girlfriend that .. egh .. i wouldn't say bitch out .. because I don't think i'd ever bitch out someone over starring or flirting a little too much w/ my bf .. but I'd say something. And really I don't give a crap if girls think I'm stupid for telling them to cut it out or something .. leave teh colby the fuck alone. (you can see i'm serious about it because I said "fuck") Unless you're Ryan or Jon .. at times Dan .. and maybe Dyke. And on some occacions Watson. I don't really think I'll have girls as a problem anymore though .. but it'll be fun times if it ever is.
But yeah instead of going to my bio lecture I got lunch with my mom today and she seems really happy now about the Colby situation .. I'm hearing people who thought badly of what Colby did that are now comming around and realizing that he is actually really sorry and has realized a lot of stuff. Good game colby bringing my rents wine, flowers, and a "I <3 your daughter" note! :) heck of smart.
I'm really happy :) Colby is seriously my dream guy now. Wow .. why am I writting this? Who would care?!?! haha .. oh .. i guess colby would. and I do .. HEY I can like look back on this 2 years from now and go "awww" or .. something.
Anyway fun weekend .. I wore my clothes three days in a row this weekend hahaa .. yeah .. wasn't expecting to stay in SJ that long. .. Jon's leaving :( again.. but that's okay .. ugh I wish I took pics buuut I didn't, so this post isn't as exciting as I thought it was going to be .. maaaybe I should end it here .. yeah that's sounds good :P
I can finally say to myself (or think to myself ha .. i don't talk to myself...uhh..) "colby and i have had enough time apart" and NOT have to repeat it .. or think twice about it .. or ponder on it .. and you know what that means?! It means that I am CERTAIN about it. I am certain that we are going to make it now because I am certain that he feels just as certain as I've always felt. And I just said certain like .. four times in one sentence so that's gotta tell you something too .. other than I'm weird with the word certain.
I've pretty much had it up to .. over my head with girls comming onto him or someting. so I feel a little bad .. I think I may have turned into the girlfriend that .. egh .. i wouldn't say bitch out .. because I don't think i'd ever bitch out someone over starring or flirting a little too much w/ my bf .. but I'd say something. And really I don't give a crap if girls think I'm stupid for telling them to cut it out or something .. leave teh colby the fuck alone. (you can see i'm serious about it because I said "fuck") Unless you're Ryan or Jon .. at times Dan .. and maybe Dyke. And on some occacions Watson. I don't really think I'll have girls as a problem anymore though .. but it'll be fun times if it ever is.
But yeah instead of going to my bio lecture I got lunch with my mom today and she seems really happy now about the Colby situation .. I'm hearing people who thought badly of what Colby did that are now comming around and realizing that he is actually really sorry and has realized a lot of stuff. Good game colby bringing my rents wine, flowers, and a "I <3 your daughter" note! :) heck of smart.
I'm really happy :) Colby is seriously my dream guy now. Wow .. why am I writting this? Who would care?!?! haha .. oh .. i guess colby would. and I do .. HEY I can like look back on this 2 years from now and go "awww" or .. something.
Anyway fun weekend .. I wore my clothes three days in a row this weekend hahaa .. yeah .. wasn't expecting to stay in SJ that long. .. Jon's leaving :( again.. but that's okay .. ugh I wish I took pics buuut I didn't, so this post isn't as exciting as I thought it was going to be .. maaaybe I should end it here .. yeah that's sounds good :P