Oct 01, 2003 19:32
Yay. Today sucked. At first my parents were nice. Then they decided that its my fault that KU doesnt have my transcript. And its my fault that Moore didnt actually send it. Neither of these has been proven true. Either way its my fualt. Now I'm a horrible friend for not chilling with Lauren all the time. Even tho she's at school. Now they want me to tell her I dont want to be her friend. For some reason it was wrong for me to go buy her birthday presents instead of chilling with her. Its WEDNSDAY. I WORK AND SHES AT SCHOOL. But the next time she calls they're going to make sure she's emailed me. No, maybe i'm not a 19 year old adult. Maybe I'm just retarded and think that. Well fuck I just checked my email and Moore didnt send a transcript. So I get to pay another $10 that I dont have.
"In July, I faxed a copy of your transcript to Lisa Norris to
review. I was under the impression, since you were working with her,
that you knew we could not record any courses until we received a
final
transcript with grades". OK WELL THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME THAT NOW. And who the hell is Lisa Norris? I'm 'working' with her? Jesus. I desperately need more hours at work and they aren't giving me them. But they keep calling me to work on wekends. That place is so fucked up.
I thought I was finally getting along with my parents but no, they'll always make me realize how completely worthless I am. Just because I'm not at Moore i mean nothing. I'm juts as useless as everyone else. I wish they'd realize that I just got over making myself feel that way. I was feeling really good about work, school, Rick, myself. Oh well. I guess thats the price you pay for being alive. Sometimes its so hard to not go back to fixing it myself.