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So I had a long talk with dad tonight. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I really dont know at this point. I think I'm so afraid of making the wrong decision that its keeping me from making any decision at all. I'm trying to push all outside factors out of my mind and make this completely about myself. In reality I think i've already made the decision and I'm just afraid to set it in stone. Damn, I made a fucking decision. I hope. Go me.