Happy Valentine's Day!!
Well, what can I say? I'm in a totally different headspace than I was when I wrote my last post. Sometimes you just need to talk about stuff to the people who love you. Even if you feel like a total loser and what you're saying goes against everything you've always believed to be true about yourself.
And right now, after I've talked to everybody and told them what was wrong with me, I've worked through a bunch of leftover issues I had with myself, the relationship world and the question of self-respect. It's kind of a very long analysis I can't write here because of time constraints, but don't worry, I'll keep you posted.
In the meantime, work is work. A few classes have ended, a few students have come back for more, and some new people are showing up on my business related radar as we speak.
Socially, I've gone back to clubbing. Loves music and loves to dance, that is me. Also, full of nervous energy. Cue table dancing.
What else?
Boxing is fine, swimming also, skiing has gone from being a once a year endeavor to an every available weekend let's go right now! kind of deal. Yeah, I don't know, either.
Love you, LJ. Never leave me.
And right now, after I've talked to everybody and told them what was wrong with me, I've worked through a bunch of leftover issues I had with myself, the relationship world and the question of self-respect. It's kind of a very long analysis I can't write here because of time constraints, but don't worry, I'll keep you posted.
In the meantime, work is work. A few classes have ended, a few students have come back for more, and some new people are showing up on my business related radar as we speak.
Socially, I've gone back to clubbing. Loves music and loves to dance, that is me. Also, full of nervous energy. Cue table dancing.
What else?
Boxing is fine, swimming also, skiing has gone from being a once a year endeavor to an every available weekend let's go right now! kind of deal. Yeah, I don't know, either.
Love you, LJ. Never leave me.