diving into oil
often, we're opening bottles of desert wine & we'll toast to the future, comfort, love & health. as a couple we compliment each other & as friends we'll sucker punch the internal agony away. the spaces inside moments expand & here we are fifty thousand feet sky high in our lounge. kissing tenderly & learning all over again. often i've spoken how he hurt me & how can i get through this? the ability to be appreciated and cared for as though you really are a rare jewel gleaming brightly. i think everything has fallen deeply inside, pumping & filtering the bad blood from the good. tiring my liver & damaging my kidneys my heart pumps, faster & faster. the days are passing me & there is nothing to show for it. here i cannot see the stars & we're light years away from knowing truth. magical cures which don't exist yet we have faith. together in unity, i'll be the one to kiss yr forehead & make your sandwiches in the morning. being here with you, broken & lost but whole beyond doubt. needing to learn how to be sober, needing to learn that this is only the beginning & that some how we will be okay.
often i am miss understood & often, people bleed to see their pain.
today i bleed because i cannot hold myself together.
i'll never give up if you promice, promice me that you will never stop.
never stop loving & believing.
often i am miss understood & often, people bleed to see their pain.
today i bleed because i cannot hold myself together.
i'll never give up if you promice, promice me that you will never stop.
never stop loving & believing.