Mar 06, 2005 01:03
Have you ever had a day that made you feel depressed and you just didn't know why? I had one of those today. The first part of the day was ok, saw Carolyn, and delivered her some flowers. :) Had softball practice, and that was cool too. But I don't know, everything past that was ok as well. Maybe the depression is just something in my head. Just alot of shit in my life I guess. And Carolyn is having problems as well, and that doesn't help, not that I blame her, it feels like more to heap on my plate. But I need to realize that there are things that are constant in my life, like me and Carolyn's love, that wont change, despite me being stupid and doing things that are selfish because they make me feel better. I love her, and she loves me, and I must remember that fact.
In happier news, I pick my car up this week! w00t! It's a 2002 Focus SE. It's dark gray, has 53000 miles on it, and it's in great condition inside and out. I'll prob pick it up in Chatsworth tues once they fix a couple minor things with it (a gasket and a blown fuse). I test drove the Focus and an 02 Neon STX, and there was no contest as to which one drove better. I plan on putting my system, blacking out the windows, smoking the taillights, and down the line putting on a Volant intake. Yeauuuh!