Mar 08, 2009 09:48
I need one good reason why what I'm doing here isn't turning out to be an enormous waste of time and money.
I feel lost and unmotivated. Nothing is turning out how I thought it would this time around. I haven't seen enough improvement, I haven't made any friends, I'm sexually frustrated, distanced from family, and I don't have anything worth showing for it.
I feel like the butt of a joke.