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i guess its been a while for me. im here. still trying to get back on track and now that everything stopped falling apart im patching up the holes, like past bills and shit, and then i will get back on my feet. i think in about a month i can start fresh. i shouldnt have debt anymore and ill be living some where new and be well into my job training and we shall see how it went. the only bad thing that has happened now is i think i need a new tire on my car. i waited for something to go wrong with it, and im happy its only a tire issue. i think i need a new rim or something. we'll see.
iv been spending alot of time on my own. havent gone out alot or done anything. alot of work and sleep and nothing really. but its good to stop and think and figure things out. im hoping my job can take me far. today we went to look at that helicopter that transports trauma patients. i can take a ride with them one day if id likee. and on friday i get to do a ride along with an engine and rescue. that should be exciting. hopefully they get alot of calls. and im hoping this move will be good. iv devised a plan to ignore everything my mom says and do whatever she asks. ill give her all the money she wants and just spend alot of time in my room. i dont need anymore fights. i cant handle it. kiki, i assume u will help me remember this plan if i go back. *sigh* clermont....there isnt much out there for me anymre. i mean, besides kiki. but iv screwed things up with everyone else i care about out there. im not even returning wills calls!!! maybe ill try and make mends stay away from the drama, or create it, CHRISTIAN!!! hahahahahahahaha just kdding kiki, and just try and be a new person. maybe get back to who i was and let kiki be the bitch again.
only time will tell.
iv been spending alot of time on my own. havent gone out alot or done anything. alot of work and sleep and nothing really. but its good to stop and think and figure things out. im hoping my job can take me far. today we went to look at that helicopter that transports trauma patients. i can take a ride with them one day if id likee. and on friday i get to do a ride along with an engine and rescue. that should be exciting. hopefully they get alot of calls. and im hoping this move will be good. iv devised a plan to ignore everything my mom says and do whatever she asks. ill give her all the money she wants and just spend alot of time in my room. i dont need anymore fights. i cant handle it. kiki, i assume u will help me remember this plan if i go back. *sigh* clermont....there isnt much out there for me anymre. i mean, besides kiki. but iv screwed things up with everyone else i care about out there. im not even returning wills calls!!! maybe ill try and make mends stay away from the drama, or create it, CHRISTIAN!!! hahahahahahahaha just kdding kiki, and just try and be a new person. maybe get back to who i was and let kiki be the bitch again.
only time will tell.