excuse me while i fall apart

[usuckiwinhaha]

So I love how everyone is telling me it can only get better. It can't get much worse. It could be so much worse.
It can get worse.
It did.
Can I say I'm surprised? Not at all.
I'm tired. I'm fucking tired. I can't take this bullshit anymore.

UGH!
I don't even know what to say. I'm so fucking pissed.
I don't believe I'm letting myself get this upset.