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I haven't been this scared in a long time
and I'm so unprepared.
It's kind of like we're all drifting through time until we end up in our seperate directions. The fact that it's inevitable that we're all, for the most part, going to end up drifting our seperate ways kind of leaves me hopeless to the thought of even trying to make friendships with anyone work anymore. It's too dissapointing all of the time and I'm pretty much apathetic to the whole idea of making new friends. I really want to, I do. I want a change of scenery and something new to look forward outside of personal goals and the inevitable future. It just feels pointless at this point in my life.
and I'm so unprepared.
It's kind of like we're all drifting through time until we end up in our seperate directions. The fact that it's inevitable that we're all, for the most part, going to end up drifting our seperate ways kind of leaves me hopeless to the thought of even trying to make friendships with anyone work anymore. It's too dissapointing all of the time and I'm pretty much apathetic to the whole idea of making new friends. I really want to, I do. I want a change of scenery and something new to look forward outside of personal goals and the inevitable future. It just feels pointless at this point in my life.