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i`m fucking back. -- & i wish i could stay in australia & new zealand because i hate new york & all it`s petty drama shit & BLAH. i miss aussi! it was so fucking FUN. i miss it SO MUCH. it`s weird but it changed me a lot & made me think about EVERY LITTLE THING in my life. &everything that`s wrong with me. &i had so much fun without everyone. haha i`m a bitch. i wrote a lot, taking 16 flights & all over the past 20 days. &i took 578 pictures & 10 videos. nice, right? i have so much to SAY. my god. i just don`t know where to start. i`ll just point out the best for now & i`ll post everything else on webshots. yep. so basically in aussi all we did was party hardy @ a bunch of resorts & go to the beach & shop in sydney &went to an aussi school. yum. &in newzealand we went to a school, has a homestay, shopped, & traveled all the cities. anyways, pictures are on my fucking WEBSHOTS:
http://community.webshots.com/album/413090412BlmQGm
view the slideshow, DUH!
but those are out of 578 haha.
okay, so i miss everyone! it`s odd how you can go away for 20 days & come back a different person. i`m so jet lagged but i miss everyone so much. i miss our staying up allnight in the hallways, and our little parties on the porches of couran cove, and our beach days, & midnight dance parties in the halls with nothing but boxers on in random hotels. i miss eating cadbury everyday & starbucks & tea. & i miss breakfast every morning with bdizzle & suzi & ian & beth & hill & greg & chris & maxing & julien. i wish i was still there with everyone because it was so fun. it was one big party. i miss it all because i`m realizing i hate new york so much. &this trip made me realize not to be afraid of anything unless its life or death situations, take chances, have the time of your life because you only live each moment once. so make the best of it & party your heart out. dance like nobody`s watching, sing like nobody`s listening, work like you don`t need the money, & live like it`s heaven on earth. don`t be afraid of anything.
ps; the guys from lifehouse (one of my favorite bands) were on my flight home from newyork. really nice, and friendly. they thought i was like 16 & gave me 20 bucks hahaha. they`re so fucking funny. & they wrote me notes like "have fun with my money" & stuff. lol. ♥
http://community.webshots.com/album/413090412BlmQGm
view the slideshow, DUH!
but those are out of 578 haha.
okay, so i miss everyone! it`s odd how you can go away for 20 days & come back a different person. i`m so jet lagged but i miss everyone so much. i miss our staying up allnight in the hallways, and our little parties on the porches of couran cove, and our beach days, & midnight dance parties in the halls with nothing but boxers on in random hotels. i miss eating cadbury everyday & starbucks & tea. & i miss breakfast every morning with bdizzle & suzi & ian & beth & hill & greg & chris & maxing & julien. i wish i was still there with everyone because it was so fun. it was one big party. i miss it all because i`m realizing i hate new york so much. &this trip made me realize not to be afraid of anything unless its life or death situations, take chances, have the time of your life because you only live each moment once. so make the best of it & party your heart out. dance like nobody`s watching, sing like nobody`s listening, work like you don`t need the money, & live like it`s heaven on earth. don`t be afraid of anything.
ps; the guys from lifehouse (one of my favorite bands) were on my flight home from newyork. really nice, and friendly. they thought i was like 16 & gave me 20 bucks hahaha. they`re so fucking funny. & they wrote me notes like "have fun with my money" & stuff. lol. ♥