Something's not right
I dont know what it is lately.. but something is definitely wrong with me. I'm not myself, and I wish desperately that I could change it. I have been feeling so stressed out with all this college stuff.. and this new scholarship nomination that I got in the mail.. and work.. i dunno, its really starting to build up and I feel like exploding sometimes. When all of that dumps itself on top of being sick, having my period, and life at home being really stressful and tense.. its enough to drive a person crazy. and i think thats what happening. i dont think there is one thing that i have done in the past week or so that has made me TRULY happy. im sorry if that offends anyone, I love you all and you know that, I just know that my feeling so detached and awkward has made it really hard for me to have fun doing anything.
im sorry...
im sorry...