The babysitter never gets a break...

Dec 06, 2004 23:13

Wow.. its been a while! Well, the count is on.. only 94 more days of high school! its kinda scary... this is the end of this part of our lives, and once we move out, things will never be the same! its exciting and terrifying at the same time! i've made some pretty solid relationships that ill never forget and never let go of... you all know who you are. i just want to say that i really appreciate you guys and everything you do for me.

Next Big Thing 4 was yesterday... SO much fun! ive never been to one, and i cant wait till next year! i got kicked in the head so many times.. and we almost beat the crap outta this kid that kept getting in our face, but it was awesome!

Sometimes i wish i could stop being the babysitter and just be the 17 year old for a while. i feel like im in charge of my sisters, amanda, and my mom and her friend. they fought again tonight. and i spent 2 hours trying to get them to cool down and stop cursing at each other.. in the course of this annette called me a bitch and told my mom that i was rancid. and then tried to tell me that she didnt say it and she appreciates me. bullshit-i heard it all. its ok, my dad has always said it to me.. i guess its just one more fight to add to my list. ill make it through ok.. i just wish id get some respect and the adults would start acting more like that, instead of leaving that up to me.
*whatever doesnt kill me will only make me stronger*
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