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with whatever my eyes have been wrongly saying, i have never wanted any thing that you love to be mine.
what you have with who you love, i love. it raises my hairs in joy for you when i see proofs.
You know Twiggy that i am a Dragon and i am a Scorpion and that sometimes i burn and i sting behind my own head. right under my own nose. and don't know it.
like in our case now. i felt your ice and i didn't know why. but that is now behind, i now know. and this new knowledge Crushes me. you said you knew i would deny it but goddammit please know i am denying it because those "betraying looks" weren't really wanting to betray anything at all.
yes, as you know and as yours do, my pores leak poison. and our honesty has always been our shared antidote. which is why you knew/ow i wouldn't lie, you knew i would respond.
i didn't even know i was draining the patience you have in you. forgive me.
what you have with who you love, i love. it raises my hairs in joy for you when i see proofs.
You know Twiggy that i am a Dragon and i am a Scorpion and that sometimes i burn and i sting behind my own head. right under my own nose. and don't know it.
like in our case now. i felt your ice and i didn't know why. but that is now behind, i now know. and this new knowledge Crushes me. you said you knew i would deny it but goddammit please know i am denying it because those "betraying looks" weren't really wanting to betray anything at all.
yes, as you know and as yours do, my pores leak poison. and our honesty has always been our shared antidote. which is why you knew/ow i wouldn't lie, you knew i would respond.
i didn't even know i was draining the patience you have in you. forgive me.