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[usria]

I've been really annoying recently, as in even more so than usual; my apologies to everyone. I'm trying to work on my many problems but I'm not sure if I'll ever be decent enough to socilize like a polite, normal person. Always I am reminded of how unfortunate it is that we often become what we hate most.

Comments

[musetoself]

Hey hun. You totally didn't annoy me when we talked on the phone for like, two hours. In fact, it was damn good to hear your voice. But I know the feeling of suspecting that (or being sure that) one has been annoying/socially unpalatable in some way, and it's such an icky one. My apologies to you.

[usria]

Thank you, dear. It is indeed a very icky feeling and I have that habit of constantly replaying all of the things I feel guilty over so that I stew in it; arguably I deserve this but it isn't really productive unless it actually changes my behavior.

I enjoyed talking with you on the phone the other night. It had been way too long. No, I was not thinking of anything in particular I said to be annoying toward you, though I do happen to regret uninformed ramblings which did not pertain to you.

[daemonkain]

Don't worry about it too much. We are all our own worse critics, and we _all_ do this on a regular basis. I certainly do the bit where I'm being, well, annoying or pushy or whatever with friends, and later I feel the same way you do.

Your friends don't hate you, and quite frankly, I don't think you are being particularly annoying.

[usria]

Yeah, we had this discussion about being self-critical a couple of weeks ago. I guess maybe we're both pretty bad about it.

You shouldn't worry, either - I don't seem to notice you being annoying.

[gianetta]

I hadn't noticed your annoyingness, but I hope that you're feeling better soon.

[usria]

Thanks :-)

[das_uber]

No annoy-itude noted here. *hug*

[usria]

I've just been feeling irritable and annoying recently. I know I'm worried about the job situation and mad at myself for not working as hard as I ought to on my class stuff. While I'm doing OK in the courses, I could be aceing them if I worked a bit harder and I'm sure the professor knows that, too. I enjoy the material, but it's difficult to get motivated about starting each new assignment.

If I can find some ways to unwind I'm sure I will feel better. Maybe when school is finished in about a week I'll mix it up with some exercise and Diablo II.

[das_uber]

I know exercise makes me a happy gargoyle.

[usria]

Heh. I haven't seen any gay movies in a while - talk about annoying :-P