Dec 20, 2005 01:24
Well...I finally called an end to this seemingly neverending cycle of pain and depression. Its time for me to move one. I didnt ruin this, she did. I did everything I possibly could to fix our relationship, however she just wasnt cooperative. I made time for her, yet she didnt spend time with me. I tried to talk to her and figure out what we should do to fix things, all she had to say was "I dont know". Whatever. Im relieved that the pain will end now. Time will cure these gaping holes in my heart. Its over.
I havent been single for 2 years. This is going to be a drastic change. Wow. At least Ive got my friends. They wont lie to me, I KNOW that I can always rely on them.
Thanks for a wonderful Birthday Kristan. Its always what Ive wanted to get for my 18th birthday, a broken heart.