Relationships......grr.......
Entry number three...
Okay, I've opened this page up again, but I don't have a plan on what to write. So bear with me. The major topic on my mind right now is relationships and the havoc they cause. I mean, look at my history here. I went from Carolyn (who Johnny stole from me), to Melissa (no comment there), on to Katie (still trying to figure that one out), and now it seems that the void that is my emotional life is begging for something to fill it. Perhaps this is a good thing, you say? Hell no! Every girl I come into contact with seems to end up hating me (at least for a good stretch of time). It's just been my luck that none of them have been driven into the depths of lesbianism. I think that's just the person I am: a sociable guy with a strange sense of humor and a flirtatious attitude. That's all fine in good in a social setting, but when it comes to one on one interaction, I'm a friggin' moron! And I keep telling myself "Stay away from relationships Bob! Friendship is so much better!" But then I ignore that because I wanna get some god damn pun tang! I hate it! I'm a disgusting, horrible man who should be put out of society's misery! And the more I think about it and "know" what's going on, the less time it takes me to throw morality to the wind and live for the moment. DAMN!!!
I am literally shaking with anger and frustration right now. I'm not completely sure why, either. Maybe I'm just in some sort of emotional rut. I dunno. All I know is that I feel like shit and I wanna get out of this town. Not necessarily away from my friends, but a change of scenery (ormaybe of attitude) is definately in order.
Okay, I've opened this page up again, but I don't have a plan on what to write. So bear with me. The major topic on my mind right now is relationships and the havoc they cause. I mean, look at my history here. I went from Carolyn (who Johnny stole from me), to Melissa (no comment there), on to Katie (still trying to figure that one out), and now it seems that the void that is my emotional life is begging for something to fill it. Perhaps this is a good thing, you say? Hell no! Every girl I come into contact with seems to end up hating me (at least for a good stretch of time). It's just been my luck that none of them have been driven into the depths of lesbianism. I think that's just the person I am: a sociable guy with a strange sense of humor and a flirtatious attitude. That's all fine in good in a social setting, but when it comes to one on one interaction, I'm a friggin' moron! And I keep telling myself "Stay away from relationships Bob! Friendship is so much better!" But then I ignore that because I wanna get some god damn pun tang! I hate it! I'm a disgusting, horrible man who should be put out of society's misery! And the more I think about it and "know" what's going on, the less time it takes me to throw morality to the wind and live for the moment. DAMN!!!
I am literally shaking with anger and frustration right now. I'm not completely sure why, either. Maybe I'm just in some sort of emotional rut. I dunno. All I know is that I feel like shit and I wanna get out of this town. Not necessarily away from my friends, but a change of scenery (ormaybe of attitude) is definately in order.