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Last night I went to Hot Monkey Love with the girls and the guys, and for some reason I invited david to come hang out as friends. He was still all over me though; he followed me around like a little puppy dog and it was kind of annoying. He means well though. Lindsey almost kissed me right in front of my brother- we were supposed to go horsebackriding today but it's all rainy.
I went to go get sammiges (sandwiches) for me, jessica, sabrina and ashley and it took me like 45 minutes even though it was like 1 minute away. The lady was fuckin slow, dude.
I finally got ahold of Mike M., and he told me that he wanted to just be friends right now, but its like yeah- i've known you for 2 days, I dont want to be exclusive with you or anything. I feel bad about the other night, and I dont want him to think that I dont get to know people or whatever, or that im some sort of whore, because I really do want to get to know him and talk & everything. I think I might have scared him when i said "i like you" because maybe i should have said "I like what I know about you So Far." To be honest, if all i got to ever do was talk to him on the phone I think I would be happy. Theres something about his voice and the way he says things and the way he smiles and does little things that makes me want to smile too.
I hope I didnt ruin my chances. I think though, if he really gets to know me, he'll see that Im not like that and understand that I mean well. I still feel bad though, and I didnt help that jared told him that i have a boyfriend, WHICH I DONT... And it feels quite nice, thank you!
I went to go get sammiges (sandwiches) for me, jessica, sabrina and ashley and it took me like 45 minutes even though it was like 1 minute away. The lady was fuckin slow, dude.
I finally got ahold of Mike M., and he told me that he wanted to just be friends right now, but its like yeah- i've known you for 2 days, I dont want to be exclusive with you or anything. I feel bad about the other night, and I dont want him to think that I dont get to know people or whatever, or that im some sort of whore, because I really do want to get to know him and talk & everything. I think I might have scared him when i said "i like you" because maybe i should have said "I like what I know about you So Far." To be honest, if all i got to ever do was talk to him on the phone I think I would be happy. Theres something about his voice and the way he says things and the way he smiles and does little things that makes me want to smile too.
I hope I didnt ruin my chances. I think though, if he really gets to know me, he'll see that Im not like that and understand that I mean well. I still feel bad though, and I didnt help that jared told him that i have a boyfriend, WHICH I DONT... And it feels quite nice, thank you!