all who read please reply with either good or bad comments..lookin for help here

[usmcdragonfang]

for all those who know me...they know i can be real confusin at times and this time is no different....i totally fucked up and did the worst thing a friend could ever do...you see my friend broke up with his girlfriend a while back...and bein the friend i was i kept my emotions bottled up inside and then he asked me if i had feelins for her and i

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Joe!!!!

[xxjennipooxx]

Believe me, i know what its like. I used to go through it every second of every day. I know that when you have deep feelings for something you know you cant have you feel like you dont have a chance in the world to do anything better.(im not going to rant on about past experiences, if you want to know, or ever care to know, gimme a call....you know my number(s) ) This whole entire weekend was bullshit, and we all know that, we all know that none of the shit that went on was right, and everyone got hurt in some way or another. And its okay to feel the way you feel. Its okay to be an ass.... Its okay to hate, its okay to be mad.U have the right to run from commitment, if you want to.You dont need to be doing things to make other people happy.I think everyone needs to find someone to make them happy, and to be happy, and not to lie and say they are happy. Don't be in a hurry.I know i dont know you as well as Aj does, i know. And you probably get more use out of talking to him.But i do know, and there are things that i dont share,like the feelings i had, and the things i did.....Anyways, im sorry about everything, and i know im just trying to help....i know im prolly not doing that good of a job. I dont have a problem at all finding someone for you to meet and hang out with, i didnt mind it at all. And i dont think you are a third wheel, i dont mind hanging out with you. And this weekend, if you really dont want me to go to the movies with you and Aj, i dont have to, it can be just the two of you, if you want it to be. I dont want to feel like im always there, and im sorry if you feel that way,im just there if you need to talk.
~sis~