F***ing Boys...
So...things haven't been going very well. Joshs sister-in-laws sister has been talking with me. she is a very cool girl, I like her. but she has been having some man problems... what else is new with men. anyways, so i was trying to help her out. then... (big deap breath) Joshs sister in law told me that Josh cheated on me with more than one person. Not good. so, naturally, I started freaking out and thinking all kinds of bad and weird things. they all were on the same line as physicaly hurting him VERY BADLY, or just applying deadly force (if you are familiar with military terms). So, I was in church today (praying for what I was going to do to Josh) and my phone rings. well, it was on vibrate, dont worry. so I look and see it is him, so I dont answer. I was just too pissed, and besides I was a church. but he left me a message. Then he calls me again, still at church, then I run into the head and answer the phone.
"I have a question for you?" me
"what's that?" him
"how many girls did you cheat on me with?" me
"only one, why?" him
"that's not what I heard. I heard you cheated on me with like five other girls!" me
"no, just the one you know about. who did you hear this from?" him
"your sister-in-law." me
"what!" him
"yea, well i have to go because i'm at church so call me in a couple hours and we will talk about this later." me
that was the end of that conversation. well he called me again a little later and I was at the mall with my family. Ididnt want to talk about it infront of them, so I let him go after discussing it a little bit mroe. he is going to call me again tonight so we can really sit down and talk about it. well, april (his sister in laws sister) i called her back and her and I talked about it. she said that I should believe josh and move on with our lifes. and that he's a good kid. I agree with her. i want to believe him, i really do. but i just need to get all the facts straight. in the end i will side with him. until I actually have proof then I think I will believe him. but if I ever find out that he is lying to me, and going behind my back, he is going to wish he was never f***ing born!! that is how much i will f***ing ruin his life.
well, it's time to hit the rack, until he calls. bye!
"I have a question for you?" me
"what's that?" him
"how many girls did you cheat on me with?" me
"only one, why?" him
"that's not what I heard. I heard you cheated on me with like five other girls!" me
"no, just the one you know about. who did you hear this from?" him
"your sister-in-law." me
"what!" him
"yea, well i have to go because i'm at church so call me in a couple hours and we will talk about this later." me
that was the end of that conversation. well he called me again a little later and I was at the mall with my family. Ididnt want to talk about it infront of them, so I let him go after discussing it a little bit mroe. he is going to call me again tonight so we can really sit down and talk about it. well, april (his sister in laws sister) i called her back and her and I talked about it. she said that I should believe josh and move on with our lifes. and that he's a good kid. I agree with her. i want to believe him, i really do. but i just need to get all the facts straight. in the end i will side with him. until I actually have proof then I think I will believe him. but if I ever find out that he is lying to me, and going behind my back, he is going to wish he was never f***ing born!! that is how much i will f***ing ruin his life.
well, it's time to hit the rack, until he calls. bye!