Civilian Life??
So, I've been back almost a week and it feels so damn weird. I'm so used to having a fucking DI walk around every where you go telling you what to do, how to do it, and when to do it. It is definetly different!! but I kinda like the new freedom. It's different, but in a good way.
Now I am trying to lose weight for the first time in my life! I gained about 15lbs in boot camp because I didnt do shit for the last three months I was their because of my damn knee. So I got fat. Now I weigh about 120lbs, I want to get back down to my 104 that I was before I left because damn I looked good! =) so I bought some diet pills, I ride my bike EVERYWHERE, and I bought two work out videos. It's mostly in my thighs and my stomach.
I e-mailed Josh yesterday, and I guess he called the house when I was gone at the mall. He cant get thru to my cell phone! what! agh! what am I gonna do! So I wrote him another e-mail and told him to call me at 0800 because I should be up and cleaning my house. I hope he got the e-mail and will call me. I miss him so much!
yesterday I went to PV Mall just to do a LITTLE bit of shopping. I went into the knife shop and bought a CHEAP butterfly knife for like 30$. I was in that store for three hours because the guy working their was showing me how to do tricks with it. It was a lot of fun! =)
It sucks because I cant wear my skimpy clothes, because my thighs got so big and my stomach isn't as flat. I fucking hate it! i swere! I am going to fit back into my size 0 pants if it's the last thing I do. I wont be a size 2!! no!! well, I gotta go. ciao!
slim
Now I am trying to lose weight for the first time in my life! I gained about 15lbs in boot camp because I didnt do shit for the last three months I was their because of my damn knee. So I got fat. Now I weigh about 120lbs, I want to get back down to my 104 that I was before I left because damn I looked good! =) so I bought some diet pills, I ride my bike EVERYWHERE, and I bought two work out videos. It's mostly in my thighs and my stomach.
I e-mailed Josh yesterday, and I guess he called the house when I was gone at the mall. He cant get thru to my cell phone! what! agh! what am I gonna do! So I wrote him another e-mail and told him to call me at 0800 because I should be up and cleaning my house. I hope he got the e-mail and will call me. I miss him so much!
yesterday I went to PV Mall just to do a LITTLE bit of shopping. I went into the knife shop and bought a CHEAP butterfly knife for like 30$. I was in that store for three hours because the guy working their was showing me how to do tricks with it. It was a lot of fun! =)
It sucks because I cant wear my skimpy clothes, because my thighs got so big and my stomach isn't as flat. I fucking hate it! i swere! I am going to fit back into my size 0 pants if it's the last thing I do. I wont be a size 2!! no!! well, I gotta go. ciao!
slim